I’m hitting a point in my life where I’ve realized I don’t have a single thing I want for myself other than a band. I’m so far in debt its rediculous, granted I’m not the only one in that place. I’ve spent too much time in relationships that never turned into anything, regardless of the fact that I lived and died for that person. I’m a musician that would also like to be a recording engineer, guess what I do for a living? I sell car parts. Yay me. I might not even have that job when I get back from tour due to the fact parts keep dissapearing, no one knows who it is, and our district manager just wants to fire everyone. I’m very quickly turning into a bitter old man, I’m only 21 years old. I moved back home a few weeks ago and have hardly taken anything out of the boxes, its like none of it matters. I’ve just been looking for some sort of direction for so long and never finding it. I’m putting all my effort into making this demolisher thing work, if I come back from tour with no contract theres not really many other things I can try to do to make myself happy. I just wanna thank everyone thats been a real friend to me over the last few m onths, there arn’t many of you, but I appreciate everyone. I supposed I’m just gunna ramble and make no sense so I’ll shut the fuck up and go to sleep. You hear nice guys finish last…I’m gettin worred I won’t finish at all.
Dear edge kids: That’s cool, I don’t give a shit
Dear party kids: That’s Cool, I don’t give a shit